Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Chapter 7: All Nightmare Long


Black was as black as it previously had been. The walls were their usual cocooning self. The sickening temporary glisten had all but worn out, leaving the world draped in its usual dimness. Aseem was mortified with utter perplexity. Questions popped up in his mind in billions, and he only barely managed to un-think them before the Arbitron could catch a whiff of something being amiss. His fingers trembled and his red eyes welled up with tears of alienation and severe misgiving. Here he was, right from infancy and childhood to adulthood, passing through each phase of the EPUU-ian life cycle entirely without incidence - until today. Everything seemed grotesque, nightmarish, off-centre, plain damn creepy. It was as if he was stuck in an endless bad dream, going over a single excruciating day over and over again.

The memories of earlier that day had turned dim and distant, and he had to strain hard to think back to how he had been brutishly fooled by the Arbitron to commit sin, and had been suitably flogged as punishment. All was justified in the natural order of the world as prescribed by the Unnamed, he repeated to himself in consolation. Maybe this sudden shock of brightness had also been an endurance test of some sort, a means to check his durability in times of hardship. His chain of thoughts was interrupted by a timely Arbitronic announcement:

“Thou have successfully passed thy First Surprise Franticness Examination, maintaining commendable control over thine thoughts and exhibiting a sound sense of alarm in the hour of (simulated) crisis. Similar toeing of the EPUU-ian line in future shall lead thee to the fruits of Eternal Bliss, after thou are freed of the mortal coil and the distractions of worldly indulgences. Peace be upon thee and the Holy Unnamed.”

Fade to silence.

He stood rooted for a minute, assimilating the symphony of absolute silence that evoked a flood of imaginary acoustic inputs in his mind; screechy, cacophonic, jarring, overwhelming sounds. The embalming effect of Arbitron’s announcement had lent a perceptible stillness to his surroundings, a stillness that carried the sweet aroma of normalcy. The effects were therapeutic.

His internal anxiety wafted away, blending with the calm outside. His muscles eased, his eyes opened to their full extent (for the first time in hours), and he felt relatively at ease. There was still, however, a part of him that dreaded any more unpleasant experiences to befall him. His rejoice was, hence, duly restrained and his eyeballs scurried up and down the entire length of the world, looking out for any aberrant visual stimuli. Life was better now, but he wasn’t keen on counting his eggs before they hatched.

Maybe he was right in doing so, because any amount of preparation could not have muffled his explosion of emotions at what transpired next.

Many things happened, all at once: a sizeable chunk of the wall to his left exploded, accompanied by a blast so awfully earsplitting that Aseem toppled over to the ground right ear-first. In a fit of absolute incredulity, he closed his eyes and huddled on the ground in an infantile self-hug. A pungent smell hit his nose, the very smell of hostility and alienation.  If he’d have the heart to open his eyes and look around, he’d see rubble lying around in a heap, and smoke billowing from where-was-once-the-left-wall-of-the-world.  

A gazillion thoughts scampered in his mind in the timeframe of a split second. It all made perfect sense. The rapture had been clarioned by the EPUU as the last straw for the correction of an over-sinning mortal. It had lingered over Aseem like the sword of Damocles, and today the final frontier of Unnamed’s tolerance had been breached for good. The 666th Verse talked of it with justified pomposity:

“Whenever doth an errant mortal like thee commiteth himself to excessive sin, not to be corrected by any Arbitronic hook or crook, I must, in person, strike upon the creation with severe vengeance, level it down to ruins and start afresh with humanity. Those that tarnish my name and anoint it with the muck of their hearts deserve no less than my most furious ire, and shall forever be captivated in the deepest, brightest of Hell’s rungs…”

It was all over, the world was breaking down; the walls were being razed to the ground, collapsing on themselves. His lips trembled to make hurried, stuttered invocations:

“O GREAT UNNAMED, FORGIVE YOUR FAITHFUL ONE! O EXALTED THEE, MY HEARTIEST IMPLORATIONS TO YOU, SALVAGE ME FROM THE BRIGHT UNKNOWNS OF HELL AND THE OUTSIDE! I, WHO HAS REMAINED YOURS FOR THE LIFE, YOURS TO BEGIN WITH AND RETURN TO…”

His mad, deplorable chants were interjected by a much louder, stronger voice; the only voice that had ever fallen on Aseem’s ears except his own and Arbitron’s.

“OPEN YOUR EYES, COMRADE!” It boomed over everything else. “Open up now, be the human you were born to be.”

“I think he’s in shock, sir,” said another alien voice, shriller and higher than the previous. “May I?”

Aseem lay heaped where he was, mortified by things beyond his imagination. He was surely hallucinating now. A pair of feet shuffled across the besieged world, making their way towards him. He whimpered and scowled at the fear of whatever walked to him, clamping shut his eyes to the maximum degree. The boot-steps grew louder in their approach, and instincts made him cover his torso with his hands. “Get away fro me!” he feebly managed.

The high-pitched voice spoke from very close by, “Fear not, comrade. We’re on the same side. You’re free of your captivity. We have salvaged you from the fucking I-don’t-know-whats, but only just. You need to come with us, and pronto, we do not have much time!”

“Wh-who…what are you? Y-you all?”

He heard the footfall very near him, and shirked back violently when he felt a cold touch on his eyelid. He jerked it off madly and went into a spasm of violent acrobatics.

“WE ARE HELPING YOU, COMRADE! Comply for God’s sake!” growled the voice from afar.

He knew very less of what happened immediately after that. He could feel two pairs of hands struggling to keep him pinned to the ground and make him open his eyes. Their touch felt oddly human, as did their voices and gaits. When finding it helpless to struggle anymore, he resigned himself from all motion, repeating the incantations to the Unnamed in his mind over and over. The alien duo lifted him off the floor and made him sit up, propped against the common corner of two walls. His hands and ankles were bound by a thick, coarse wire or string.

What he saw when his eyes were forced open was a first: fellow humans. The room was unnaturally lighted, probably from the bright outside of the world, peeping in from the hole in the left wall. The two faces that looked upon him were ashen and worn out. They were wearing identical ragged, soiled black jackets and a tight black lower garment to match. They also wielded a sleek black metal contraption each, what looked to him to be some sort of weapon. Their hands clasped the posterior end and index fingers curled around a trigger. Their eyes were twinkling with an odd glow and lips curled upward in a faint smile. Aseem felt threatened but did not close his eyes again, more out of fear than anything else. One of them had a slightly odd look to him, so much so that it scarcely could be called a ‘him’. Its hair was longer than usual and tied in a thick bun at the back of the head. It had two uncanny bulges where its chest should have been, a different body posture than its partner and a strangely erotic look about it.

“Sorry for the bad treatment, but we had to do it. We’re here to take you away, out of this confinement. You gotta come with us” it spoke in its high-pitched voice, while the man at the back looked on with impatience.

“Who-who are you? What the fuck is go-going on?”

“We’re humans, just like you. I’m Sanskriti, he’s Shimit.” It extended its hand forward. Aseem ignored it. It retracted it.

“Look here: you have been in captivity here for more than two decades, since you were born,” it went on, “We are one of the last remnants of the only human resistance on the planet. Our race was taken over by The Evolved Ones about 30 years ago. We’re a fringe military outfit, fighting back against their superior weaponry and mind control. They took away our children to experiment on us, know us better, study our behavior, make fluffy pets out of us, hold us on a fuckin leash for all I know.” It gasped for breath, its face full of emotion and redness.

Aseem remained silent, deadpan. All of this was gibberish to him.

The other man spoke up. “Long story short, you’re one of those they’re experimenting on. They’ve manipulated your mind to test their hypotheses on how the human body reacts to shit. Our hackers been intercepting with their mainframe for a few hours, trying to get to all of the prisoners down here. We even managed to flash our Human Resistance Manifesto in these cells for a few minutes, you might have read it.”

Memories of the walls turning blinding bright came back to Aseem, making him shudder.

“The marking on the outside of your door reads ‘Religion Specimen #12: Aseem’. They’ve been fucking with you all this while, man, taking you away from the one true God, inventing their bullshit around your life. I know coz I’m a survivor of this fuckery, I was once in one of these shells, running around in circle like mice, reacting to base, carnal desires. I came out of it, the hard way…”

He stopped and sighed a long sigh, putting his palm on his forehead, as if stifling a bad memory. He was shaken back into sudden alarm by a sudden blast outside the room.

“WE’RE WASTING TIME WITH YOU, COME WITH US OR DIE HERE!” barked the man, gesturing his partner to get up and get going. Suddenly their actions seemed tense, alert, vigil. They shuffled around impatiently waiting for a word from Aseem.

Aseem had nothing to say. He felt comfortably numb and distant, eyes unfocussed and ear latent to the sudden sounds erupting near him. He felt nothing, registered nothing.

“Die, you fool! We’re outta here!” said the man, and started making his way out of the box with its fellow human in long, measured strides. They seemed to stop short in their tracks all of a sudden, and a thick screen of faint-green smoke ascended from the ground with a hiss. Aseem felt dizzy and his head felt heavy. Unable to keep his eyes open, he relaxed them and lolled his head to the side

The last thing he remembered before collapsing to the ground were two dull thuds around him, and one of the humans’ eyes fixated upon him, ajar with terror of the highest order.

Then, nothing. 



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